Sunday, August 16, 2009

About Me

Making the decision to have a child is momentous. It is to decide forever to have your heart go walking around outside your body. Zander makes my life wonderful and I couldn't be more happy. He is my one and only baby and is absolutly perfect! I am so blessed to have such a happy, smart, fun little boy. Zander is my whole world and I wouldn't have it any other way. I'm a generally happy person and am enjoying my life as a mother. I'm still quite shy, but once I get to know you there's no holding back. I'm the type of person that enjoys the scenary while on a detour. I enjoy all the little things in life, especially all my son's "firsts". I have been through some tough, challenging, and wonderful changes in the last year, but couldn't be more happy than where I'm at right now. I've recently learned there's a lot to life I wasn't aware of and so much more that I just didn't want to know, so many lies. So much has happened to me in the past, people to let go of and people to hold on to. I have chosen poorly in the past, but it's only made a smarter more self confident me and I know better next time. My poor choices have also gotten me where I am today and made me who I am today, so I'm not complaining, just learning. I believe everything happens for a reason, even if you can't figure it out right away. I hate no one and I have no regrets in my life. For if you regret something from your past, you can't appreciate the present and look forward to the future. This is by far the happiest I have ever been and I look forward to waking up to my son's babbling and smiles and starting each new day with him. Life is good. ☺

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